Wednesday afternoon Mom update: Im trying to decide which of these scenarios is the worst of the two; A. I regret to inform you of the passing of the person in question. She found her peace at her home. B. I regret to inform you that the person of interest continues to suffer the worst kind of demise, the gradual disintegration of the spirit, the day to day misery of not being listened to by the powers that be, the despair of the heartbreak deepened when left in unfamiliar surroundings, the mental anguish detailed by the detachment of the soul which has been left to be absorbed by the malicious discontent afforded by the trampling of ones ability to choose. The second choice, b, is undeniably worse than the first one. Even though the first of the two means the end of ones life, it further means that the battle is over, the Lord has issued the orders and they have been adhere to, the just reward awaited can now be obtained. Too bad tge reality reflects the second of the two. The powers that be, have stripped the person of interest of their right to live out their, presumably final days, in their on home. This is the last thing we expected of the one in charge, and it is severely troubling. The only one thing that I desire is the peace and comfort of thr one I shall continue to sit with, pray with, sing to, laugh with until there is no more sun in the sky, no more air to breathe, no more prevailing winds, no more high tides upon the seas. The place is doing what is meant, an accelerated method to destimulate living and promote the end of life. I am praying for us all. Momma has had a dismal day thus far, the prospect of going to her own bed has been dashed and with it, any and all chances of a smile. It doesnt mean that I have given up, Im just going to have to pray a little harder. I am presently feeling your pain Momma as I continue to love you Momma, without boundaries.
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 18:59:16 +0000
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