Welcome folks! Today Ive come up with my version of a heart-breaking love letter, based on the trend followed in the modern era. Its a letter from a guy to the love of his life, a few months after they have separated. Its a very painful description of the guys feelings, wherein he ironically recalls some of the incidents which took place during the time they were together. There are a LOT of questions he wants answered, which he frames in a manner that simply pierces your heart. [Disclaimer: This piece of writing is not written keeping anyone particular in mind, although I have added some inputs based on my personal experiences.] You guys are my audience & critics; so do let me know about your personal opinions regarding this! [P.S: Sorry again for sticking to the same topic :p (Its a love letter for Gods sake!)] ********** Letter To My Love... ********** My love, There are a lot of things that I want to tell you right now. Lot of emotions going on in my mind; I’m reminded of many incidences that took place when you & I were together. I remember the time that you first told me that you liked me; I also remember the first time you said you had a crush on me. You said you felt shy and that you couldn’t look into my eyes… Were you? How can I forget the first time that you said that you loved me? You said you were trembling out of excitement and you didn’t know what to say. That was a point of time where we were obsessed with each other! There was so much passion in that one moment… Remember? Do you remember the first time you expressed your desire to spend the rest of your life with me? Ah, that moment was something beyond description! It wasn’t meant to be described, just felt. I remember breathing in the cool air as I stood outside home for hours at a stretch and glued to the phone only so that I could hear you say my name… Do you? I remember the first time I held your hand and looked you in the eye and proposed my love openly. There was so much honesty, so much sincerity in that moment! You said that I had made your day and that you were on top of the world. That was the first time I had found happiness in someone else’s. But you were no stranger to me, but much more than that… Oh, yes you were… I remember the first time I had bought you a gift. I hope you do remember what it was. I was so nervous that day. I wanted to make it special for the both of us. We met on the terrace, and I finally put up the courage to hand it over to you. Hah, the first gift that I ever bought for the love of my life! I was so pumped, it felt as it time had stopped. Love was in the air & I could feel it… Could you? Do you remember the first time we had a fight? It was something trivial of course, but a fight nonetheless! We didn’t speak for a week. And it was vacation time. I was D-Y-I-N-G to see you. And finally when I did, you were still mad at me. Realising that I had to apologise regardless of whose fault it was, I did it. And you smiled, and said sorry too! I really meant it… Did you? My love for you knew no bounds when I followed you wherever you went, and you kept calling me every other moment to check on me. I found the simple joys of love in those phone calls. Those text messages that you sent me made my day. I felt on top of the world. Things which I had hitherto considered silly now seemed of utmost importance. I was in love with you… Weren’t you? Then came the time that things changed within the bat of an eyelash. My life was turned upside – down. I didn’t know the girl who I loved anymore; or rather I couldn’t recognize her. Things were hard to digest. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep… Hell, I couldn’t even breathe properly! Everything just seemed so materialistic. I guess that’s what happened when someone you blindly trusted with your life betrayed you. I felt mad, and cried till I couldn’t… Didn’t you? I remember stumbling upon you one fine day. You said you were over it and didn’t want to see me ever again. I could feel my breath leaving me. That was when I realized that the biggest curse in life was the presence of an immortal soul within a mortal body. A soul with an unbounded capacity to love selflessly, till the end of time. I wished I would die that instant… Why didn’t I? It was after suffering months of maddening anger, sorrow & hatred that truth dawned upon me. I was lifeless, but alive. It was a strange feeling. Just a few months back I had no intention of living a life of despair. And through that despair I found life’s greatest gift: Hope. Hope of an undying spirit within a dying man which reignited the lost, helpless self. And to be honest, when I look back in time now, I see a young & dumb boy. I have learnt from my mistakes… Have you? Another month has passed. I wouldn’t say that I have forgotten you. Hell, that’s impossible! But all I can do is forgive. First, I forgive you for all the lies and then myself for believing them. What had to happen, happened..! It still hurts; I guess I still love you in some abandoned corner of my heart. This too, shall pass. My belief is that our lives have always been a bed of roses. It’s just the thorns within those roses that hurt us from time to time. I’m positive that I things will get better… Will they? - Rahul Thacker
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 14:50:16 +0000
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