Well FB family- tonight is the last night Ill be living in this desert. Im off early in the morning 2 seize my future again since Ive finally pulled my head out of my ass. Im going to enjoy this night, under this moon, & let it be the only true good memory Ill take with me from here. I said my goodbyes to those who mattered- all 5 of them. Ill finish dealing with the rest of my demons on my own terms tonight- and Im closing this door of my existence permanently upon exit. I will not look back, and I have no more time for tears for those too shallow to stand by me. Ill never get a break 4 something better here- so Im going elsewhere to earn the life I deserve to have- and will have- again; but even better. No support groups, no 12 step program- anger. It took me getting pissed to such a degree that Im gonna soar over the heads of the people who laughed in my face & stabbed me in the back- Ill never apologize for being me again: and my biggest regret is that I ever did in the first place. No worries- never again. I accept the fact Im flawed- so be it. Goodnight folks...
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 06:46:14 +0000
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