Well I am almost done moving Nickies things. One more load but that will be after Spring Break. I have no intention of upsetting these babies. This week is all about them what they want, when they want it and what ever they want. Hey, wait a minute that doesnt sound much different than they way they have it now!!!! Honestly today has been one of the worst moments since Nickie has been gone. Knowing the last place she lived, is never there again with her things, I guess in the back of my mind I thought as long as her things were there she would come back. I would catch myself looking in the driveway when I would go up to see if her car was there or she was sitting in the swing. I brought the porch swing home with me also. I am going to paint it and hang it on the porch of the game room we built for her when we bought the pool table for her. I found some pictures today of her, kota, kim and matt, her and austin, I just cannot accept that it is over. Thank you Brandy Best, I love you!!!! See I told you I would call you if I needed you!!!!! I just cannot accept that this is the way the story ends!!!!!!!! We had supper with Joe and Glenda and then me and Kota went out to the Cemetery all the lightS all over the Cemetery were lit and it had a peaceful feeling to it and it didnt look lonesome. I know Nickie is a peace for the first time in a long time. I pray I can find some kind of peace without having to join her to get it. I do not want to leave my family here because I love them sooooo much, but I also do not want to be in a world where there is no NICKIE! Prayers PLEASE!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 02:35:45 +0000
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