Well, I did have a melt down and decided to tak a nap. The three hours I have been laying here, I only fell asleep to dream and then I woke up. But there were mixed messages in my dream so now Im confused. I was staying with someone I didnt know and they had all these animals around. Her snake got loose so we had to find it. The snake means transition or change happening in either your physical, emotional or spiritual life. Once we got the snake I was about to close the door when a dog ran in. Then I saw a bird sitting on the stairs and I asked if this one should be here or outside. She said it stayed and that it was a homing pigeon. But it wasnt. It was a little chickadee bird. So a pigeon is a bird that is suppose to bring you back home or to your roots. If you ever get lost, this bird will help you find your way back. Then the chickadee bird is a bird of truth. No matter what, the truth is told so that things can be healed. Umm....ok? My first question is where is home for me? Thats why Im struggling! I cant accept or settle into this one, and I cant start my other one....whatever that one is. The only thing I can do is say its my real home and thats with God. So what does this mean? Where is my home? My roots? My family? My earth family is pretty much gone now and I dont know about my spiritual family. Family, how are things with you? (Pigeon totem told me to check in with family) do you know where your home is or are you just as lost as I am? The truth! I would love to know the truth, is that what the snake is for, to transition into the truth? I dont know but I hope so!
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 23:18:34 +0000