Well, I got on my phone and reinstalled some dating stuff......but you know what? Im just not into it. I went ahead and deleted it right back off. I just cant involve myself or even think of attempting to involve another woman with how I feel at the moment. This time it is going to take a long while to heal.... a lot more than months. Anyone can say whatever, but I had fallen head over heels with her and it just sucks. I tried to say everything, anything I could to try and make it work.....but nothing helped. It probably made it worse. She is pretty amazing and thats all I got to say about that (in my Forrest Gump voice). I sit here with a tear in my eye and a lump in my throat...still in shock. Man it was going so good...... I dont blame her, it was going too fast. Its just a shame the friendship and relationship had to end. That is probably for the best though because I wouldnt have been able to be just a friend after what we had. This sucks. I had that issue with the job and it seems all that is resolved and might be even better than before. With her, all the stress would have been gone again and all should have been happy. .....I am happy overall, except for the absence of her. I am going to miss her and her family....the Fun Fridays with everyone. Is there still hope.....who knows, that is in Gods hands.....clearly not mine. She has time, I will not be ready to go anywhere in a long time. Look, I love you guys and I am sorry I have been a stick in the mud for the past week, but this just caught me off guard. I am still the same old charismatic, fun guy........just worn out.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 00:33:19 +0000
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