Well after work today I managed to get much more accompolished than I ever expected...I made my famous spaghetti and as always when airyana is or isnt here her name was brought up lol too cute both the kids said she wouldve loved to been here for dinner afterwards we got the beds switched in zakary and airyana room due to the fact that her bed was longer and zak is huge lol got the walls done in both rooms so now the pics look awesome bathroom got cleaned laundry completely finished truths were found and altogether a great time with my kids now onto a long sleepless night of thoughts controlling my mind... For those of you that are still young wild and free or semi-free...take advantage of all that there is out there for you!!! Learn through adventure whom you truly are...dont allow yourself to warp into someone that another wants wishes and or desires you to be...yes you do need to satisfy some certain situations but ultimately be true to yourself...im 31 years old about to be 32 and ive got a very vague idea of who I truly am...ive done things that im not gloating about however without having gone through and done the things ive done I wouldnt have a good idea of negative versus positive...remember all human wear several masks but once comfortable those masks are removed and the true face comes to light!!! To those of you that are cheering for me to fail...to fall and not get back up as many times as this has happened and ive entertained the idea of satisfying this for you...im not that person...I have reasons to get back up and fight against all evil all negative...without ppl wanting bad for me I wouldnt have all the grsat that I have! See I have two wonderful children that you could only dream to be a part of...ive got two great jobs...I have knowledge and wisdom...ive lost and ive won...ive hurt...but mist of all ive got the Lord!!! So what is it that you think you have that I want??? Let me just say this nobody has anything that I dont have that I couldnt get!! I choose what it is that im ready to have and when.... Antwan Golden ive fought since day one for you and I... I continue to strive to keep all of us as one...yes we have our problems as most couples do...yes we also have our splendid days where we are untouchable I only pray that we continue to love one another just as much as the first time we realized that this was really love...I pray that our good days begin to outweigh the bad...I pray for healing...I pray for strength...but at the end of each prayer I pray for you...that you are always okay that you will never hurt...that you will never want...I pray for YOU... Much love everybody!!!
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 07:31:29 +0000
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