Well, as its been a hard year this far, I am Grateful to have today. I was just looking back at some pictures from first of the year. The emotion behind them are deep rutted and hard to look at. My heart still hurts. The kids are going back to school and I have had the honor of being with two 2. Yep 2 teenagers and am 8 year old. We have been together for 24/7 just about all summer. I did survive, let me tell u they will still chew u up and spit u out. I did not realize how I could have been like a teenager really until this summer. Wow is all I can say. So now Im left with me. I will soon be looking;for a job. I hope God sees to bless me again with a good one, still grieving my last one. Please pray for me and my family. I can not sit here with no job, rolling my thumbs. My list job was a passion for me. I still cant shine walking on to another place with other people. Heart wrenching pain. Just when I think no more pain can hurt worse than I already have experience it can. I knew I loved there but I had no idea how much. I have bit talked r journaled about any of this till now. So Im sure it sounds scattered but maybe it will help. Any suggestions on what to do with myself, please feel free to let me know
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 03:06:06 +0000
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