Well didnt my day just start off grand. I dont hardly think so. I just lost all composure I had worked so hard to contain this last couple weeks. Im proud of myself for standing up for myself, even though I went about it wrong. I am just so tired. Nothing I do or say is right. Do I know in my head, I am supposed to be a big girl and turn the other cheek? Yes. I do. It just wasnt that simple and never has been. Maybe God put this confrontation infront of me, to help me, even though it went down the way it did. I guess I will delete my facebook because it seems that when certain people think I am doing good, they try to bring me down. Why do I even have FB? I thought it was to have friend and family to associate with, not to bash people because of their financial stability and their ability or want to help someone else. I help everyone that I can. I am kind. I send gifts to people I care about, I share stories, I listen, I inspire others (I think) or atleast I have been told I do. I try to be a good person, although I have faults (such as blowing my top) when the pressure gets TOO MUCH. Some of you know, I have recently COMMITTED again to competing in the Mrs. Florida United States pageant. I havent posted much because of exactly what I am talking about. I am made fun of with ridiculous remarks, I am told I am to old and ugly, from family members. YES I BLOCKED THEM SO THEY WONT SEE THIS. I dont want anymore problems. Let me tell you that care and dont know why I am competing. I am competing for MYSELF..NO ONE ELSE. I have the support of my husband and some pageant friends that have befriended me. I have been through a lot in my day, God you can only imagine. I am doing this to prove a point to myself and to others that you can overcome anything...AND YOU DONT HAVE to compete in pageants to do this. It can be in anything. My platform is domestic violence--LIVE IT EXPERIENCED IT. GOt a black eye, broken foot but no T shirt. I plan on making an impact on laws in Florida. Sometimes it takes a little something special like competing in a pageant to make leadway. Pageants are NOT about just looks. There is so much that goes with it. Public speaking is just the beginging. The point is I WANT TO COMPETE. Why cant some people just be supportive of what I am doing?
Posted on: Sat, 05 Apr 2014 15:11:46 +0000
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