Well feeling shit again, pain across bottom of back & in shoulder & down left arm & also down my neck! some friends have deleted me because they dont like to hear what is wrong! Those are the people I feel sorry for, they dont know how much pain Im in & dont care, till something happens to them! Then they want sympathy! I DONT!! that dont stop my pain!! I just want understanding!!!, My Dad brought me up to better myself! so I did, I paid for my own HGV test passing it 1st time, then drove for 17 years on various jobs, my best been a Low Loader driver for MP Burke for 6 years, 2nd was a Tipper driver running scrap for 2 years, 3rd n best money was 7 years working for Tescos on £350-£500 a week fetch home pay & my 1st Driving job was with H.Brown at stairfoot & that is where I learned roping & sheeting, now some know some dont, to those that dont know, I started working in a scrap yard at 12 where my Brother Denis showed me how to drive a Crane, he also taught me how to use a Hot Spanner (Cutting Torch) & it got that name as it will take off any Nut or Bolt, due to my time working in scrap yard & Driving Hospital have said that it is the cause of my arthritis in my spine, but I also have Fibromyalgia which is what is causing my pain, if ya unsure of what it is Google it, My sister Anne thought it was nothing till a friend of hers told her! if he as Fibro he will be in terrible pain! well sometimes its not so bad, others times I wish I was dead, but life is for living & I have a scooter that I am trying to restore but it is hard at times when the pain stops me, but I will keep doing bits till I get it done, some might say Eric there are people worse off! How do they Know? some look worse if they are in a wheelchair but they say if your paralyzed you cant feel anything! I do all time & have sympathy for everyone suffering, I dont ever criticize anyone, if ya dont like reading True storys get back to 50 shades of Gray! or play ya FB Games, I do my best trying to live life & when it gets too much I have a few whiskys down neck as that helps take away pain & lets me forget that I am only 56 & would love to be back working full time, but as Hospital said I have Arthritis of spine & nothing can be done without chance of ending up in a wheelchair! I dont have much just some dreams that keeps me going by doing what I know, when it gets too much you will all know!! till then I will keep a brave face & smile as I have always Done. :-)
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 09:24:33 +0000
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