Well.....for the past few months, not only have I been struggling with a 5 year Xanax addiction....(Dont judge. That shit you pop everyday has you hooked too,....... I just womaned up and ADMITTED it and got off of it, thats the difference. So really, I dont need nor want your judgement. I almost died right before Christmas. Accidentally, but still....)....Please be nice. Ive been struggling with my husbands ex wife and the fact that she never stops. It seems as though she doesnt want him to sign over the child weve known and loved for almost 11 years. She said no to that. (Yes, it is sad that we even had to think of offering that.) She wants him to HAVE NO VISITATION WHATSOEVER because our house is abusive both mentally, and emotionally but not physically....hmmmm) And she wants the money each month just no visitation....hahahahaha YEAH RIGHT CRAY CRAY! I just want whatevers best for Trinity. Thats it. If that is to NEVER come here again, then so be it. But I know that is not what is in her best interest. Her mother obviously still has a lot of resentment for my husband, and I seem to be a great source pain for her, it seems. (Little does she know she is the source of my constant crying in bed....) This morning, I received a text from a girl I spoke with back before Christmas. I was very nasty to her as I was in the midst of my getting over the clean hump that is drug addiction. (Everybody pisses you off when youre in that time span. No one gets away with ANYTHING.) I rejected this person as she called randomly to tell me she was having my exs baby boy. At first I thought Not until I see a DNA test...I didnt want to get my 13 yr old sons hopes up that he had a baby brother in Florida and it turn out not to be Michaels,,,,, Michael has not been supporting this girl whatsoever. This entire 9 month pregnancy. I treated her like shit when she called me. She is a single mother with 3 other children. Ive been where she is. (not pregnant) but I know her pain, believe me. I was married to him too. Luckily, she hasnt made THAT mistake, at least! Well, today she texted asking if I wanted a picture of the baby, now that he is here. (to show Dalton). I ignored the text. I will not respond to such. I am sorry but I just cannot accept a baby into our lives, and my son doesnt WANT to accept a baby into his life as his brother, just to have it ripped away from us/him later like everyone is our lives seems to do to us. The girls and Dalton already lost their big sister. Now, theyre on the verge of losing their other sister. and Ive been in bed crying all day. I cry because I dont want this for all these kids. THEY DONT DESERVE ANY OF THIS and none of them ASKED to be brought into this world, just to be FOUGHT OVER by their parents year after year.... With that being said, Dalton you can choose to look or not to look. Maybe one day we will have PROOF that he is your blood but I am not the person to DENY you the chance to know him...He is your blood...Your baby brother...... Everyone, meet LOGAN (I dont know if she gave him her last name which is Crenshaw or Bell which is Michaels...) My ex husband (Daltons dad) seems to have not even SHOWN UP FOR THE BIRTH ON FRIDAY.... But on Friday, March 28th-- Little Logan came into the world. (little cutie, I must admit! and with a mo hawk full of blonde locks!!!) Congrats Dalton Lee Bell........ Youre a big brother! AGAINNNNNNN!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 15:51:08 +0000
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