Well, got through the five stages of grief according to the Kubler-Ross model (denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance) and am for the first day feeling as though I can look past my whole #catfishing experience. My apartment is a disaster, Im behind on laundry, and the kitchen looks like a biological warfare experiment. In the last week or so Ive cleared two or three bottles of hard liquor, the equivalent of a case of of red/white wine, and enough beer to get a rhino wasted, tattood, and married in Las Vegas. My meditation and weight training routines have also crumbled, as has my job-hunting routine. Theres lots to do, and most of it on an empty stomach. Hoping one banana and a gallon of coffee will get me through the majority of housecleaning today so I can treat myself to a trip to the grocery store. Thanks again to my IRL friends for the various trips, dinners, love, and creative distractions that meant I wasnt left alone with my thoughts too much. Thanks too to my FB friends for their insight and support. Heres something uplifting for yall to share the mood with. :) youtu.be/j3iOF9HiMgk
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 20:14:37 +0000
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