Well in less an hour 2014 will be history. Im feeling grateful for what I have and ambitious and hungry for a life changing come back for the worst year of my life. The devil threw everything he had at me and I experienced every negative emotion known to man repeatedly time after time blow after agonizing blow. At times I was so mentally stressed I thought I going insane. Experienced heartbreak from failed marriage of 18 years and separation from my kids and first grandchild and with it anger like Ive never felt. Then I was devastated by the loss of Daddy September 10th. Was very close to him and the pain was worsened because I was so caught up in my own problems I took him for granite. Didnt mean to but I did and I hurt him deeply and Ill live with that the rest of my days. He was truly my dearest best friend I ever had. But grateful I had him 48 years. Wish I had listened to his words of wisdom more cause if I had my life would be a lot different now. And thankful for the brief times I shared with my kids and Maddie now six months old and was heart broke when she didnt even know me. Now its time for me to step up to the plate, man up and take my life back from the devil with GODS help and prayers from loved ones I can and will. Tonight aint got a dime to my name but thats about to change. Only worked a few months all year but my daddy set me up for a good start with what he left me. ROOTS. Property, nice updated mobile home and big shop building I hope to start a business out of. Tonight I pray to God for wisdom and understanding to change my life for my family and myself. And I celebrate the arrival of 2015 and truly believe its ganna be my best year full of life and prosperity and with that Im gonna live again happily and abundantly from being bound up by pain and sorry. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERBODY!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 05:12:18 +0000
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