Well, it’s been 24 hours and some odd minutes since I’ve made my most recent lap around the sun. I feel okay I suppose. I do however, know that I am blessed. Sure there was nostalgia and some introspection going on, but birthdays tend to naturally evoke that I think. It’s very easy to do so especially on social media (facebook to be exact) when in between receiving birthday wishes, you’re brought up to date with the lives of friends. Friends that remind you of different phases and different times of n your life. It feels like you’re coming in direct contact with former lives or remnants/ fragments of who you use to be. For better or for worse. Comparing yourself to others is really self-destructive but seeing milestones ranging from friends starting families and getting married to buying houses etc., sometimes you ask yourself “What exactly have I done”. For a long time, I was unsure of how to answer that question. I mean if I really wanted to I could, but the answer would have been informed more so from mistakes I’ve made/or L’s I’ve taken. In contrast to any real goals or accomplishments that actually has come to pass. It’s been a major character flaw of mine and its one I work on. The fact is though and this year is prime example that things are good you know. I’m happy to say that ill finally have an associate’s degree soon and for once in my life I’m seriously considering getting bachelor’s degree. I also took an A+ certification prep class for which I’ll be taking the exam at the end of August. I will definitely be studying my butt off for the next couple months. As much I miss Detroit, some of these things may not have come to pass had I not come back home. Things happen for reason and I am grateful that they do. I have to remind myself of how good things and be appreciative of them. Hopefully some of this explains why this place and things in general been little dormant. I’ve been little bit distracted by the pursuit of something resembling some sort of stability. For once though I believe I’m really moving towards it. Lack of stability financially and otherwise has been my Achilles’s heel and has made music harder to make happen at times, but like I just mention we’re getting it together. That’s not to say I’ve been completely quiet, this year I’ve had few features on friends records come out. Maybe I’ll make a mix of the features so far this year with said collaborators consent of course. Music is coming and Something out nothing 2 will happen. That’s a Pact and a Promise. To you the reader, I appreciate your patience and genuine interest in what I do. It’s the best birthday gift I could think. To continuation, and constant mobility. Let’s Grow.
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 04:14:17 +0000
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