Well my day was fantastic really. Pretty good day, however my emotions disagreed heavily. I spent the entire day being accident prone, bumping into just about everything and not just a little bumpity bump here and there, I mean a full out lets see how hard this corner of a chunk of steel can jam into my arm or knee... Then to top it off I had the overwhelming urge to cry. And not just a tear (aww how cute) no, no I had the urge for about 75% of the day to have the full out sobbing, snot dripping, cant catch your breath, entire face red and wet kind of cry. But you see I work in a sheet metal shop with nothing but men. Though Im sure the guys would allow me a cry if needed I will absolutely not let them see me cry... for anything less then losing a limb... So I made my way to the bathroom about 2 hrs before the end of shift and allowed myself to try and let some of it out, sorta relieve the pressure so I could finish my day. But no, oh no, I started crying and the snot and sobbing came on full force. 25 minutes I spent stuck in the bathroom attempting to stop what I had started and having little luck. Finally I was able to put a hold on it and get back to work. The day ended and I made it home just in time to take my frustrations out on my kids and be a total douche to them. Once they left for friends houses the water works came on strong as ever again. Another 30 minutes spent completely sobbing. Im not sure why. It seems to be nothing at all and yet EVERYTHING! What is that about?
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 01:05:04 +0000
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