Well of course 3874 as usual and it just gets worse each day that goes by and no relief in sight only grief,someone told me that i was going to grieve myself to death and of course i would love nothing more but i dunno if thats possible.As i come to different crossroads in my life i can see very clearly what i had,the greatest woman alive in my eyes,from head to toe and side to side yes 3874 to me now i know you were the greatest most wonderful woman i could ever want in my life,that i once had in my life,and now that is all just a dream.Yes 3/8/74,i am fully aware that all the world can read this and i do not care that they know i am so depressed over loosing you that i just want to sleep my life away and the thoughts of suicide even creep in there from time to time cause i dont know what to do without you,how to feel or even how to associate with other females for i feel guilty of you.3/8/74 you were all in all my everything,my entire world,you were my best friend,my bonnie,I had your back,thru me you were untouchable,most of all Ange you were my lover,my queen that i placed high upon a pedastal and even in lifes mistakes that we as humans make i stood tall beside of you thru thick and thin we would always win,I never dreamed i would ever be writing this to you especially for the whole world to see but thats just it,who is the world,noone to me for i am noone to them and i dont care what they think.Ange i dunno if I,or this means anything at all to you but here you have it,my heart not just on my sleeve but on the net for the world to seeyes dear i took you for granted and now i am suffering without you and that i am (suffering)Iam wondering around in total darkness w/out you with no sign of light at all in my life!!! you are as beautiful as morning dew on rose petals,as feminine as a woman could possibly be,you were the absolute best in my life and i was too stupid to see that you are what i should of held dear to me,if you read this ange I am realizing more and more that i was all wrong,i made the mistakes and i will forever and always love you,i will always have your back and i will always be the1upunder3874,i am only asking to just talk to you someday and we push all the nonsense aside and speak rational!!!!! sincerely,reachin out for you in the right ways i love you 3874 and would lay down my life for you
Posted on: Sat, 27 Jul 2013 16:59:53 +0000
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