Well once again i feel like shit, I care for people and all they do is get mad at me so I tell myself that I wish I could just turn that part of me off because its apparent that I am not supposed to and it hurts knowing that i am not supposed too because all it gets is people getting mad at me. not sure if they r even still my friend beings they r not speaking to me at all today and obviously hate me hell maybe i even deserve it i dunno. and no i am not having a pity party i am just confused and hurt and i just simply said if u decide not to hate me anymore then contact me. I wont apologize for caring it is who i am always has been but when they dont talk to me makes me feel like maybe they dont care in return as much as i do maybe they do i dunno!!! just wish they would realize that i would go to any length to care its in my heart i will always care for them and their well being and cares what happens to them i am one who trys to shield ppl from pain and hurt and i dont judge unless someone gives me a reason too. they would say i used to b a knight in shining armour and to protect them from all the bad things, i would take a bullet if it meant a person was safe from harm. i dont like when a person is hurt suffering or broken but if it happens then i am sad also, i feel their pain and sadness that being anyone i would do anything for anyone and shield them from harm!!! If that makes me a horrible human being then well just condemn me to hell!!!
Posted on: Thu, 05 Sep 2013 02:50:17 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015