Well this is going to be really emotional for me but here it goes.. Tomorrow starts the biggest concert of the year for the music department at wheeling park high school, I seriously cannot believe that I am not in it anymore.. A LOT of people never understand how I feel about not being in this program anymore.. the music department was the only place where I was safe, staying out of trouble and most of all happy.. Let me tell you that not being in music sucks and it makes me want to cry.. the college Im going to doesnt have an orchestra or anything. The music department was like a second home to me because it was the only place that I was never judged on or being picked on.. If I had one wish school wise it would be me going back to music again.. it seriously makes me sick how much I miss it.. when I take out my instrument and play it I always think of the music department.. at my last concert on my senior year, we were playing our last song and as soon as I hit the last and final note of the song I almost busted into tears.. I know people will probably make fun of me for posting this but I really want to be back to my music career... it just makes me want to cry so much that Im not in it.. So everyone who is in the Festival of Sound good luck.. Seniors please enjoy your wonderful last Christmas concert.. I know I did.. like I said I know people probably will make fun of me for posting and saying this about my hobby but people do not understand how much I miss playing on that stage... it just makes me so heartbroken that I am not in it anymore.. Not being able to sing or play really really sucks... its just way too sad for me.. well good luck to all... 🎻🎼
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 19:25:35 +0000