What I have realized over the past while is that no one can say anything to force an awakening that is not in divine guidance to our soul n I have been able to redirect my focus on myself n not feeling I need to seek it for others as this clip shows that one who is too sure to discredit another is not truly enlightened. Also id like to say I know that what ive been goin through the past week is probably some of the hardest yet most amazing experience down my path thus far n has been really unexpected n I was not expecting it to b this intense n when not totally ready for it all in our current situations can b leading to our own destruction n when u become too sure n think ur good u r then sent down a path of reminding u to stay aware,focused, n disciplined. Not everyone is meant to follow in a certain manner of instructions n In remembering that im on my truthful path that enables me to focus again more on what truly matters n creating expansion within as we grow n practice self discipline just like a mother who is in labor. There is no instruction manual for this as its not been done in this manner before w these dynamics. It must come w expansion n extend into more n more until the rebirth is timed just right n it can take place in full clarity n thats being in service to humanity for whatever is needed at that time n to myself n my team mates n looking out for their well being always as well in each situation n it may not b headed all the time straight to the rebirthing process n when ur told before hand to b aware to listen to that its probably a good idea to listen lol. By following in Christs conciousness n that unity of energy I know I am shielded from anything that is not of a pure universal light, truth, n vibration all the time. But just because im always in that vibration doesnt mean i cant b affected n overwhelmed by that same great energy n have it wear me out. Any over whelming abundance of pure light energy n bliss that is occurring within me is meaning something is just around the corner that is so amazing for us that if we just hold firmly to the true vibration n b disciplined n use our will of power through the Christ Conciousness n root it deep within the ground then this energy will pull us like a magnetic wave n keep us solid as a rock to where we wont crumble at our own adversaries will n will allow for the over exposure of energy that surrounds us at that time to b at bay that seeks to take us somewhere that its not yet time for nor could we handle it all yet. That will not b allowed to happen. Breath, take a step back and gain clarity as to the way one should proceed. This way we are not pulling anyone down w us n we r also making sure we stay above the waters surface keeping dry n not in a panic over a situation or surrendering to a force that is more potent than anything on this planet that is all too good of energy but also could b needed in the right timing n can also end up destroying us n others around us if not properly anchored n balanced n these energies should b deeply rooted, deeper than we have done before. Rerooting even more of urself is so important to gain clarity on the situations u may find urself in. Its like taking an eagles approach n view point in knowing that what can feel so incredibly amazing can also if ur not ready or its not divine timing can end up being ur own destroyer w the dynamics that are laid out n must b done w great focus n will power. To come this far n giving into all that energy at once is like playin w fire n it will burn u out in all literal terms if not carefully integrated. Too much energy more than u can process n convert at one time in ur vessel is not a healthy thing n can put u into a paralyzed state. As always it is urself either way that is responsible for this. No one else. Id like to apologize to anyone that has recieved anything from me that has been of an overwhelming intensifying frequency n vibration that possibility could of made it harder on others that are also dealing w so much as well n that r focused on being as solid as a rock. This is a feeling i need to deal w accurately. Those were, n are not my intentions at all. As a rock is solid it can also crack under great pressure when the great force the other that knows their weaknesses n subconsciously reacts in complete surrender to that not seeing clearly that line n not acting to protect it for now. No matter if it felt extremely right but from another view point is then seen as something that must b dealt w in a very delicate manner w no judgement or guilt but needs to b carefully integrated or it will have the effects of turning a solid rock to pure dust. Building up to that n if not carefully done can have intense paralyzing comatose effects on all involved n can distract us in this lifetime from completing our missions if not able to b released properly n when its said its not yet time for all of that to b harnessed n integrated as it can not only have the power to create great things but also has the power to destroy them n we must listen n heed that warning for our own well being n the future of our world if we are not in a position to fully embrace it n others around us. but to start w it at a pace we can handle in our vessels n work our way up to it as advised or that comotose state will take over n cannot b fully integrated w that lifestyle chosen n it is not in the spirit we are solely residing at the moment or it would b different so we must remember this n I promise that I will not allow that to happen n destroy the mission. Even when the will power of the physical is fine n not the root issue is the heart m spirit it can have effects as if a rug being pulled from underneath u physically n u r left in a state of temporary oblivion not able to experience it the way others are cause u know this is something very different n powerful n being detached from will power of the mind in ones different situation must b refocused n sent love to transmute so we can keep strong n not turn ourselves or others from solid rocks to pure dust. Tyler Harris, Theodore R. Smith, Aimee Kump, Angelique Collins. Love u guys n thank u for being a great support. I needed to write this so if it doesnt make sense to some of u guys its ok, that it truly hasto do w me n me alone n I realize this. I must stay strong, not feel sorry for myself n I must stay above the waters surface n I plan to do just that. Why do emotions effect every part of our existence here so much to the extreme?
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 21:32:51 +0000