What Ive learned about PTSD .... Its a waste and a shame yet waking up is possible.... No more anger, resentment, pain, trust issues, doubts, concerns, no more searching for love or acceptance no more screaming like a child no more listening to others no more accepting less than I deserve... But most of all knowing all it made me act like and do and say.... I can not say I wont have a bad day again yet I can say I will not let everything make me have bad days... I will forgive myself for hurting the ones I love so that I can let oh and not do it again... It was only ever about me forgiving myself no one else.... I see it the accountability I was so scared to accept! Im responsible for how I allow myself to be treated Im responsible to not react the way I have when bring neglected.... I know my worth and that life back there.... Just aint worth it.... Time for me to nip it in the bud get the search on and get away from the controlling shit around me.... I love myself enough to know better and jumble enough to apologies to the whole world god my sleep walking rants of 7 years. I may not ever be able to rewind yet there is a future!
Posted on: Fri, 21 Nov 2014 06:32:49 +0000
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