What a day! So I finally found a doctor to see me in Texas, To take over my treatment since it looks as I am here for a while, So to start my morning I left to go to the doctor, I left Miracle Of Timothy The Tinman and Daddy here at the Ronlald Mcdonald house, well so I start off going Good its only 4 miles what can go wrong you ask? Well since downtown is all under construction a lot. My gps took me in circles like a merry go around. So I had my phone tell it to reroute me etc. Screaming really at the phone. Next thing I know I look to my right and there is a cop blue lighting me, He then pulls his phone from his ear to show me the phone as new learn no texting and Driving, Well this time I really wasnt Texting so I turned to him like a crazy looking white girl and showed him my phone. GPS IM LOST!!!! So he then blue lights me and pulls me over, I thought oh crap he thinking im being a smart butt. But I was wrong he said mam where are you trying to get there, i said to St Josephs hospital, he started to giggle and said oh babygirl gps will never get you there around here. I said great he proceeds to tell me go up make a left then right then you get the point. I just really must of looked like a dear in the head lights. he said i got a better Idea Follow me Ill get you there! so we pull into this huge Hospital Mind you not even a block from the merry go round i couldnt get off of, He pulls me to valet parking and pulls up to the guy and says take good care of her and her car, Pays for my parking and tells me to have a blessed day also to smile God will never leave me, I thought hmm how does he know im on the verge of a melt down, So I smiled and said thank you so much you went over and behold your job for me, I will pray for your safety also thank you for taking your job with Pride. I wanted to get his badge number of course thought to late, So now im heading into this big people when I say big, Wow OK so we know the saying everything in Texas is big? This place is BIGGG. So i walk in greeted on every comer I turned. I finally get to the 19th Floor my ears pop pop pop all the way up. I walk in and the lady at the desk greeted me with a huge hug and said sweetie i have been praying all night for you, (I had explained what was going on with why im in Texas yesterday when i called) So she squeezed my neck and started to pray with me before I could even tell her anything about Timothy today, She then said God is going to keep providing you with Miracles i promise you, So I get checked in and I go sit down and low and behold guess what movie is playing in the waiting area you guessed it Letters to God, Lord are you testing me today? reminding me? All these questions as its at the part of the Movie that plays my wish for you, Oh so now im bawling like a baby the girl at the desk is bawling like a baby, So i must put this out there also, Everyone knows me knows I see no color, shape or size when it comes to humans, So dont judge what im fixing to say or take it any other way then the form im putting it in, So in this waiting room is about 27 black men and woman, threw out the whole time no other race came threw the door, So anyways back to the point, Im sitting there bawling like a baby trying my hardest to pull back tears as it feels the semi truck just hit me head on, I start to let my mind wonder I then felt the fear building up, I felt around in my purse to see if I had something to wipe my tears away and i felt something a little hard in my purse so I pull it out and its Timothys toy fire truck, Again God what really how? A few days ago they had a little carnival here at the Ronald house, Well i was supposed to hold this little toy fire truck that Timothy wanted but he was 1 ticket short so he was playing a game to win another ticket, well I was so focused on him bowling for the ticket I had put the truck down on the table a little boy walked up and got the firetruck, Oh Yikes at first Timothy was very upset with me, The sweet woman running the thing offered to give Timothy 2 cars instead, the mother of the child who got the fire truck even offered to let him have it, I said no because I need Timothy to learn value also the Gift of sharing, he is such an amazing kid, I never want to lose that about him, So Timothy ended up getting no cars, trucks, instead he got his Princess Caydence some pretty rings and necklaces cause she was in the hospital, Well remember the firetruck one appeared in my purse today in my hands, (Side track when I got back to the house today i asked that mom why did she make her son give it up? She didnt her little boy had his today when he come down stairs. This I guess is a magic firetruck. Not a clue how it became part of my suitcase I call a purse. Ok so back to waiting room, I pulled the firetruck from my purse There was no longer no such thing as holding back the tears they just were now water fountains, There was a few ladies sitting really close to me, With out speaking a word they all laid there hands upon me and started to pray, Next thing I know the whole waiting room became a room lifting me to the Great lord above, No one even was told nothing about what I was facing here in my life, They put a few pieces together. The lady who signed me in she come out there and she say lord We know you can take this nasty cancer/disease away from this amazing little boy, Lord we are here and we are praising you for all you have done for this family, lord give this mom some strength in her weakest days, Lord we wont listen to negative lord take all the negative away from the doctors mouth and you make them find some positive to say for this family, Lord we only want and know you can give all the positive healing to any and all. I heard a lot of yes Jesus , Amen, I know thats right, Come on now, Oh lord yes lord help give this family some strength, After the prayer was over We were a mini church in that waiting room, as we waited cause i was a fit in, I was lead to share our journey, I also made sure they know the Miracles we have been given from the good lord above, I also reminded them all God gives us what he knows we can handle, Lets also remember there is always someone worse off this us, I truly believe they admired the strength us as a unit has, I told them as I knew the question was coming how do you handle this? I quickly told them God granted me these babies, he trusted me with them, I will go to the ends of earth for each of them. They are my world and my purpose in life, However I still have my moments where I just have to let it out and it happened to my thinking the worse time however it was truly the best time, I had many angels there to lift me high also who rebuilt my strength being able to share our Heros with them. So then I get called back to see the doctor, Well would you believe the doctor Laid hands and prayed with me, Staying a few simple words, Lord we sometimes forget our purpose in life is to be a doctor, but we forget why we have the ability to be the human helper in healing, lord we arent you, we are blessed you work threw us, wow totally threw me a curve ball. After he told me, Remember our job is to tel you the worse but dont forget your write to praise Jesus, Tell the doctors to keep there negative that God will only allow positive to happen. I was so in-pressed, he then dealt with my medical and was asking what was going on with all the kids. I told him and again before you ask. he say God allows you to, he Gives you what you can handle, I believe to him he is your supermom. I admire you, your not giving up or letting this push you away from The best any of us can have in our hearts The lord. Pretty awesome right. Well it didnt stop there. I then head to xray well They were waiting for me to pray with me. Then to labs I was prayed for again. I was like on the high of my life. Even to the valet driver who parked my car prayed as I got in my car, I looked at the time and noticed I was at the doctor for 5 hours, The whole 5 hours I was praising God, but he showed me I wasnt alone. he provided me with many amazing angels today as he does every day. Then I get back to the house, God is really providing are you all ready for this, A woman who has been one of Timothys warriors for a long time low and behold is staying here at the Ronald McDonald house, I got an amazing hug, Now get this the way she heard about Timothy was from a good friend of hers who lives in Texas, Ready She is From the little town with one street light called Callahan that we will always call home. Truly amazing, Then it was time to fall apart i thought ok something is going to happen at anytime now. Sure enough they call to bring Timothys oxygen, I had to walk out side where I was having a moment, My girlfriend Patty who I have became very close with since being here Caydences nana. Says No mam lets make it fun. I walk in to meet the oxygen guy. Caydence walks up to me and says dont worry Ill take care of him. Timothy come over not looking to happy. caydence says just put it on I got the tank lets go play xbox. Unreal he slips it on no questions ask and we are laughing playing xbox with the boys and of course our two princesss. The events today I believe was Much needed and the timing was amazing! Oh and in case you missed it in this book im calling a update. Caydene is out of the hospital woot woot!!! God is good all the Time, Tomorrow Timothy has a heart apt at 1 oclock. Please keep lifting him in your prayers. Love you all Sweetdreams.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 06:56:27 +0000
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