What a lonnng day! Finally I feel like a real mommy....not just a crazy woman "winging it"! Got sweet peas baby bed set up, complete with a new mobile! And YES she is in it and YES I am fine! I actually like it better because she was wiggling herself to the sides of the bassinet and she has lots of room to wiggle in her bed! Plus she is about 5 feet away instead of the 2 I thought it would be but thats okay too! Josh sat with me while I got her stuff put away and organized this evening. I honestly thought for so long that I would never be a momma. Even after having Bubba for almost 3 months I still feel like im gonna wake from a dream any minute and none of it be real. Thats the feeling I carry with me all day, everyday. Idk if biological kids will ever be in our future. I will always carry mixed feelings about that topic. BUT God ALWAYS had a plan for us in these kids lives. He knew all along. I couldnt love them more! God Bless the broken road that lead us straight to them!
Posted on: Wed, 21 Aug 2013 02:41:51 +0000
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