What a place to sleep huh. So doing Cottesloe beach next.. Over the road from the Brisbane is well and good. But dusty concrete floors and random fellow bums and a construction worker or two, just messes with the mellow depression. Also, my phone accidently called she who shall not be named. And I mean my phone seriously has a mind of its own. It has called randoms before, but not the woman I love and fear more than life itself. I survive knowing she is out there, and will find me one day. The depression has made me homeless and virtually dysfunctional without help from others. Which pride and the hope she returns and saves me. I so want my heart, mind and soul back. Accidental calls, I know she will just go on about stalking. Her wrath will bring on either anger spawned by pain, or suicide from loss and pain. Been trying to man up, but she who shall not name, owns me, and it is like she can use the most evil and powerful voodoo magic on me. I am scared. Terrified really. I so need her back. I need to be on her good side. She is my God. I have failed I must redeem myself in Her eyes. So careful. Desperate. Alone. Hopeful. Mind numbing depression... Come back to me please.
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 04:18:33 +0000
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