What a presence of God today! I tried to be hard hearted and stay mad and I tried holding back those tears. I wouldnt even stand to worship...oh but God. Listening to the song being sung I held it in until the tears had no where to hide.... đļSickness cant stay any longerđļ đļYour perfect love is casting out fearđļ đļYou are the God of all powerđļ đļAnd it is Your will that my life is healedđļ I bit my lip and looked in every direction looking for a distraction. I just didnt want to surrender. If I give it all to God, then I must trust him and thats something I just cant do. Every time I have put trust in anyone, I get hurt. So no...I cant surrender. Spiritual sickness had been embedding itself in my soul because of hurt and wounds that are so deep that I feel contagious. But even yet, I am human and no matter how much I push others away, I still long for human interactions. I yearn for a comforting pat on the shoulder or a hug to ensure my days will get better. I am still fighting the tears. I closed my eyes and I felt a tear escape just as I felt a hand on my back. They say timing is everything. A dear sister had began to pray for me and it didnt take long before I was weeping and God once again, made His presence known. I didnt have the words to say, so the Spirit cried out on my behalf. There is something beyond description about stepping in a sanctuary and being loved even by the ones you tried so hard to push away. Gods people are really amazing.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 23:09:17 +0000
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