What did I ever do in life, to be shit on constantly? Ive always been a nice person, for the most part. I try to do what Im suppose to do, I feel in my opinion, that Im an awesome friend. WTF is wrong with my life?! Do you ever get the feeling, you just wish you never existed? Sounds a little selfish I know. But that feeling is the worst feeling in the world, and I cant help but feel that way 90% of each day. I have ran out of places to turn. I am DIEING inside. And I do not deserve what life has placed in my lap so far. My daughter is the only thing that keeps me moving forward in life. No thanks to her selfish father, who wants no part in her life. I have just ran out of places to put my time and energy into and I just question life constantly. Im not sure what to do with myself anymore. Im just so unsure about everything. Depression and stress, gets really old. Today is a very depressing day for me. And its kind of all just hitting me at once so sorry if this seems kind of like a pitty party of some kind. I dont need anyone to tell me it will be okay, or that they are sorry. I really dont need anyone to say anything, just to listen and know that my friends, my family, and my daughter is what keeps me going every day. And soon I hope all this will end, I just need a vacation.
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 21:59:24 +0000
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