When I came back from Holland all that I was doing was trying to help you understand that we must build our country we live in, but not to go away for a better life. I was telling them that it wont be easy abroad. I have met many unsuccessful people and I am one of them. All those stories about easy life abroad happen, but only to some people, if it did, you must have had somebody over there to help and support you. Learn it from Israel. You cant even enter this country if you have nobody to meet you and be responsible for you during your stay over there, but if youve earned their trust already, please, be welcome. No need to compete with each other anymore. Not like you do it here in Lithuania - eating alive each other. I remember the year of 2005 when I travelled to Israel. It was the moment when my biggest dream came true. And I sincerely have earned it. I have done something that I later didnt believe it myslef. I knew that I must help this woman. I was hearing that voice within me. It was my best friend Janets auntie, who was struggling with cancer. I was working in Holland and myself was having a very terrible time of my life. When Janet told me about her sick aunt Inna, I was very touched. I felt very poetic and that I have something inside of me to share with her. I wanted miracle to happen. I didnt want to make that miracle myself because I dont know how to do it, I just wanted to help her believe it. I thought that everything is possible if you will do everything whats up to you. I began writing. Untill now I believe that written word can climb a mountain, swim a sea, fly miles and walk a desert by making your hearts shake. When we know, we fell in love with someone first that we do is say it to them. That would rather be funny than romantic if we started immediately kissing or making out with each other. It can be described in other terms, like a rape, or an attack. You may be sentenced for that. I also think that writing things is even more intimate and polite than saying it straight, especially if you dont know the person very well.
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 11:32:23 +0000