When I dream, I would recieve... I wont say premonitions but they would give me insight into all that I was dealing with at this particular time. Lately, the feeling of being alone in the world has been lingering. Losing both your parents takes time to accept. Unfortunately, upon my moms passing, I was dealing with a wrecked marriage, finding my first love just to be shun by her, finding my second love just to realize the importance of friendship, friends dealing with chronic illnesses and relapses for a time I have been numb. My older brother so desparate to prove that he is not the biological dad to my nephew when his actions over the years prove he was not a real dad much less a man. I am not bitter just annoyed that I am still paying on funeral costs for my mom. This month, I feel things. Right now, I am venting. My family and friends contact me directly by phone or by letters. Along with MS, I will no longer continue ignoring my emotional baggage. I share this tid bit because this month is emotional for me. If I offended anyone, my apologies. God has bless me in other ways so I will never ignore Him but I just had somethings on my mind. I hope everyone have a blessed night.... ~Dymond Cutter~
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 02:13:53 +0000
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