When I was growing up the person who was always there for me and I could always count on was my Nee-Nee. She watched me and cared for me, taught me to be creative. When I was little and she would watch me after school while my mom was working and she would always make sure there were plenty of carrots sticks for me to eat while I watched Bugs Bunny. Whenever I would visit she would cook me whatever dinner I wanted, usually S.O.S. or lasagna. There were always board games and coloring books and lots of paper, pens, crayons and markers. I used to call Nee-Nee my diary because I could tell her anything and trust that it was safe. When I burnt all my bridges with family and stole from them and disappointed them all, Nee-Nee was the only one who would let me in her house. When I went to rehab she was my biggest supporter. When my mom passed (her oldest daughter) I knew she was hurting but she let me break down, and comforted me. When she had her stroke I dropped everything to be with her. For the last 5 years my aunts and my life has been consumed with caring for her. And now, now she has 4 blocked arteries. One at 50%, one at 80%, and two at 90%. I found out today they are not doing surgery because she is refusing it. I am at a loss. She doesnt want surgery, she is opting to pass and that hurts more than anything else. I want to beg her, yell at her, threaten her into it, but is that just selfishness?? I cant imagine life without her, and yet she is choosing to ultimately leave us. Please continue to pray, I am praying she changes her mind.
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 02:40:30 +0000
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