When I was just a little girl, around 6 or so, I had a really scary premonition that I was going to die at 42. This age has haunted me my entire life. I have always been so sure that this would be the end. I would count the years and months and days trying to figure out how much longer I had. Well guess what … today I turned 43! My daughter and my husband both set their alarms for 6:18 (the time that I was born) to celebrate the fact that I was still alive! So, what did I learn from all this? First, I learned that I wasted so many precious moments over the last 37 years, fearing something that never came to be. I learned that instead of dying this year, I was kind of reborn. I cut loose some things that were weighing me down and invested more time on building a better me. I learned that I can truly do ANYTHING, as long as Morgan and Brian are by my side. I learned that I love really well. I learned that I have a good heart and soul. I learned how to be a better wife and mother than I ever thought I could be. I learned that when I do die, I will be missed. I like that I would be missed. I learned that my life is precious and that I love being here. So for all the people out there that are afraid of things … let it go. Fear only stops you from being who you truly are and for the first time in my life, I can honestly say that I love who I am. For me, thats big. My love to you all! C
Posted on: Thu, 17 Jul 2014 02:30:51 +0000
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