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When I was so scared and alone in the world being stripped from everything I own led me on the streets with my kids with no where to go, this woman would appear from nowhere and lead me to her place and fed me and my precious angels, after being disobedient I ended up at a shelter far away from everything, she was a committed woman in prayer and knew that eventually God will order my steps back to her. After a few months living at the Shelter and building up a relationship with the Creator I head back to my home town.....guess who I saw first.....LOL yes the grey angel lady who welcomed me with open arms and lifted her hands smiling and saying DANKIE HERE U HET HAAR VEILIG BEWAAR EN BEKERM MET HAAR KINDERS and off we went to her place where she cooked us a nice meal. She loved and cared for me as her very own. She embraced my broken heart and sealed it in prayer. She stood up early in the mornings and prayed as i could hear I silently from where she would go in the living room where it was dark, but there she would meet with her first love. She would at time bless me with a R5 and say to look for a job, i smiled and knew it wasn’t impossible so I I used wisdom and went to the Internet Café where I could sit for a half an hour to update my stuff and search for a job. At times I would be so discouraged but when I get back home she would do something that lift me up with a simple song or encouraging verse. All it took was faith as small as a mustard seed she would say and the next day again I would be more eager until God opened up doors that it was over whelming, blessings and favour would overflow like rain drops and until it was so much I had to cancel interviews. Before I would walk out the door there she would wait for me with my lunch box ready and of course I would mime before head and say kom laat ek jou op die pad sit maak jou ogies toe then she started to pray, I sometimes would interrupt and say Amen before the time LOL and hug and kiss her and say ons bid weer later vanaand ek gaan laat is ouma. In the cold she would stand at the gate until she see me no more and go back in. Ai die ouma was ook n lekker drama Queen. I knew God gave her as my Spiritual mom and thus I tried everything I could do that I wasn’t able to do with my Biological mom. When I would bless her financially she would take her wrinkled tiny arms and fold my hands and say SOW and Invest into the Kingdom. When I moved on my own something felt missing in the house, that’s my ouma and we quickly prepared her things and the house was full of love with oumas presence and she stayed and lived with us for a while. All she wanted was to protect me & when friends especially male friends came to visit they were not allowed to stay too long when it gets dark ai ai ai....die mans is mos net agetr een ding sê sy LOL She taught me values, morals parent wood, patience, love for those who mock you and faith in God to overcome every obstacle in life. When prepared for my wedding day, I was escorted from where she lived on the day I got married and she looked at me with a smile and teary eyes saying GOD IS FOR YOU as I held my bouquet tightly bit on my teeth and say : ouma...my make up gaan smudge!!!! Words at this moment cannot explain the deep cut at this very hour but God granted you life on earth for 82 years. My son Jose received your unconditional love and was treated like a prince. It would fill me with anger when you would spoil him but at the same time I knew it breaks your heart when his not around. You did ouma, you sure pressed on the mark of the High calling until it was time to finally be put at rest. Forever in my heart forever will be missed, will treasure each memory we had together and will live what you taught me. God be the glory, heaven just received another angel Your adopted Daughter Lucindy and kids
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 08:49:53 +0000

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