When I was thinking about what to say is my biggest insecurity for @cuchiras #iambeyoutiful challenge, I tried thinking up things about my body that have made me feel insecure, But Ive made a lot of peace with my body recently. I wanted something that hits deep, And I remember, every time someone asks me how my love life is going, Thats when I get all kinds of insecure. I could give you a list of all the troubles I feel like Im having with dudes maybe? Oh, you want to know if I have a boyfriend... Um I can tell you about the last one I had and how that got weird? About relationships I just feel hugely insecure. That I suck at them, that Im always doing the wrong thing. That I cant trust men, or tell them how I feel, or stick up for what I deserve. That Im not learning, that Ill never figure it out. In my mind, I know and trust this is all a big laboratory experiment pushing me to my greatest good, that I AM learning, Also that relationships dont define me. That I am amazing as I am. But if someone comes at me with a bunch of well, youre 24, you should be this or that I just feel reduced to a little heap of insecurity. Thinking about this made me cry, a whole lot. So I knew I hit the real stuff.
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 13:15:04 +0000
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