When I was young..Fathers Day was the day I hated the most..I had always felt awkward and uncomfortable especially when the teachers told me to write a card or a poem for my dad. Every year..after school..I remembered putting my little Fathers Day card in front of my daddys funeral picture. Those days had never been a happy day at all.. Years after years..Ive learned to put a nice smile on my face and eventually make it ok to enjoy the day like everyone..I had my wonderful mother as my parents...She had raised me up perfectly.. I had never felt that our family wasnt completed... This year...things changed...Today I totally realized how much things have changed...Im scared to face the truth and didnt know what kind of face I should make when people wanted me to say..think..or record a vdo about sth related to my mom..there is nothing personal but..just that the memory btw me and her was too wonderful..too precious ...too fragile that I cant explain them in words..I feel like I just need some more time to eventually get used to it...I know everything happened for a reason..( hopefully Heavenly Father will have me a good reason when I meet him in heaven ) Happy Mothers Day Kanlaya Tansakul you are my mom now..love you heaps !!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 12 May 2014 10:24:55 +0000
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