When am a child i need to b very independent. Taking care of myself while mum go work when im just 8yrs old. Didnt study much n go straight to ns. In the elite guards unit. After ns, do biz consulting n got into a big biz failure. Owe lots of debts. Inexperience n young. Stay in 1 rm flat surviving day by day. Lots of emotional upset. Then work my way up to be top salesman. Then sales mgr. Then actor n directing. Then back in sales again. Tried hard to develop coy. Many say i been thru alot. Been thru alot means met so many failures n defeat. Ppl hate me. Ppl dispite me. Ppl try topper me down. I should b strong. But inside me i know. Im self destructive. Weak at heart still. I oso need encourgement n break thru. 35yrs has gone. Whats ahead of me? I need a 强心针. Can i achieve what i long for? I made mistake. Im learning to cherish more! Success doesnt come easy. Nothing is easy. Its the most heart felt mix feeling im experiencing. My heart is not well. Can i see some good things n b well again soon? Im not sure. But one day things b bright for me again. Like wise for everyone of u. Cos we all deserve to b well. Sorry i used this vid to share some tots. Cos guards unit r strong, with good spirit. N im from 9 mono intake. Good luck all. Colin hoh.
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 09:18:53 +0000
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