When depression hits you, it hits you really hard. You overthink way too much, leading you to the idea of suicide. Wala namang may pake sayo. Youre a piece of shit. No one will miss you. Youre always the second option. Huh, second? More like that last. It hurts to hear those words in your head. They circle your mind around and around until youre in tears. Until youre suffering and in pain. Until you feel much more miserable. Until you no longer feel. Death. Depression is a flaw in chemistry not character. I missed her. I still read her letter to me every night. I was there with her but I guess that wasnt enough to notice what she was going through. I loved her and I still do. We are not happy, admit it. We find ways to forget our sorrows and pain even just for the mean time. But please dont ever think that youre always alone. Were here for you. Gods with you. Always. Riv (FEU Manila - IARFA 2011)
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 09:46:57 +0000
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