When the only thing that keeps you going and alive leaves you. What do you do. Seeing the post that bre posted on Emaleigh Weber wall makes me wanta cry and then seeing her day she misses me and loves me and had amazing times makes me wanta cry. She posted dont fall in love cause in the end it makes you sad. If she misses me and loves me why did she leave me. Why? I dont wanta live anymore. This past few months I have been so depressed and the only that kept me going was knowing that I had ema there next to my side. Holding her in my arms and cuddling with her gave me the strength to carry on. I know her friends hate me but why ema and me were happy together. Well at least I thought. My faimly loves ema. And ema is my entire world she kept me strong. And now that shes gone Im as weak as ever. Depression is taking me over. I miss ema and she is the only one that i think about and dream about. She is my second half. I dont know if she thinks I dont care about her or if I dont love her. Or If I was cheating on her. What did I do wrong. When she texted me she wanted to break up my heart turned black and died. I didnt know what to think. Im sorry ema for hurting you. I know you were depressed and so am I thats why I wanted to be there for you. The best thing I like about you is your smile. Every time I see it I feel a little bit better........ ...........(.;..….………. With out her I dont know how ill ever be happy again. I cant stay strong for ever. I dont want to live anymore. I want to end my suffer. I have one regret. I couldnt make ema proud to be my gf. I could make her happy.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 19:23:00 +0000