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When times seem to get a little easier and the weight of it all doesnt seem so heavy I begin to feel guilty for not being so sad and upset. For not maybe caring as much as I should. Like Ive distanced myself from it all or time has elapsed and I dont feel as much as I used to. I know its not true and I know the guilt is irrational but its still there. Ughs. And I continue to find Hopies contributions for relief but it only lasts so long.. That said, a good friend of mine wrote a piece about Ted and our whole experience, but feeling like she wasnt close enough to Ted she didnt want to share, concerned it wasnt her place. However, I think itd be fair to share a small piece of it without giving away more than shed care for. Simply put, she just wrote, His groove etched its way into many hearts. Which is reminiscent of what Remy had told to me the day of, which was equally simple.. Its a completely different world now. And all I can think, and what Im left with is.. Frustrated. Incorporated. m.youtube/watch?v=GLQ2TIul8pI
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 04:33:41 +0000

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