When will sleep come? This is one tremendous nightmare! Still at this freaking dining room table in suspended animation! So much to do and having a hard time starting..dwelling..dwelling..dwelling! Dont really like throwing my feelings out there like I am right now..telling you my shortcomings but in so way over my head! Have no desire to deal with attorneys, accountants, investment counselors, insurance agents , etc! Thank G-D there is no mail today --the first monument company that calls or writes unsolicited will feel my wrath! Will be at the HAMPTON SYNAGOGUE for YIZKOR on Thursday! Cant wait..I find solace there from people that loved my father and my being comforted by his friends and Rabbis MARC SCHNEIR and Levi Welton , cantor Netanel Hershtik and the congregants and staff! They all loved dad unconditionally ! I feel like I belong there and an being embraced wholeheartedly! I have started so many projects on this house it is overwhelming! I am looking for people to donate his clothes to..I follow in his philanthropic footsteps and can give to many charitys but Id rather give them to people I know that will wear them! Giving them away at all is extremely hard! Its like losing another part of him! Need reliable dealers in art and antiques! Thank G-D money is no problem ..but my tastes are different than parents was! My father also collected stamps and coins and brother sports memoribila the way I collect music! Jeff knew from sports but dad collected --in all honesty he had no idea what he was collecting and neither do I! And I have almost 400 thank you cards that needed to be written and sent! It is an arduous task that I am having a hard time getting started with! Collating all the names of all the people on here that have been supportive and who I owe thanx to in itself seems like a full time job! So while it will take a while to get them all in the mail..please excuse the delay but know that I truly appreciate each and everyones kind expressions , advice and condolences and sooner or later I will get the job done! Not sure grief counseling did much for me or will do much being the know it all that I am! But will give it a couple of more appointments! Watched the funeral service for the first time last night! I feel like I am in the twilight zone!
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 13:56:14 +0000
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