When you love a person, the least thing you want to do is to cause harm/bad things to them. You love that person for Gods sake! Things happened...miscommunication...misinterpretation... Then sincerity also became as issue to us. I dont care that much if this will be posted but perhaps I just have write this. This serves as an outlet of my thoughts kasi parang sasabog na puso ko... Nov 21 - 10:06am. Just a few hours from now, I will be seeing again the boy that I love. Ang lalaking mahal ko pero hindi ako mahal and that is really okay with me. Hindi ko naman hiniling na mahalin niya din ako. Basta minahal at mahal ko siya. I think that we shouldnt have a mindset to always expect the person that we love to love us back. Oo, masaya kung mahal ka din niya at masakit kung hindi, pero I think that if we really love the person, we should just love them & expect nothing. We shouldnt get mad or demand more if they dont. We love them simply because we love them. When I see him again later, perhaps Id be awestruck by him as always. Goodness, that is the man that I love! Thats what Id been fearing to happen lately and it bothers me till now. My mind tells me that I should forget my feelings towards him & stop loving him & I know my mind is right. It was the last day of last semester since the last time I saw him. Ang Adamson nga naman. Minsan masyadong maliit para hindi magkita ang dalawang tao and minsan, masyadong malaki para magkita kayo. Anyway, I think its better that way. Pag nagkita kami kung sakali before the day & time that we had agreed to see each other again, I dont know what I should do. Should I smile at him? Should I greet him? Should I wait for him to be the first to say Hi? Or should I just pretend that I didnt see him? Simple crush ko lang siya nung una then the universe conspired and to my surprise, he was the first to approach me & this continued until we became good friends. It was really fine with me & walang bitter-bitteran na nasa-friendzone lang ako or what. I never expect or demand anything from him & just enjoyed what we have. The friendship--what we HAD. When you love a person, the least thing you want to do is to cause harm/bad things to them. You love that person for Gods sake! Things happened...miscommunication...misinterpretation... Then sincerity also became as issue to us. I wont force that sincerity again to you & I had long ago accepted that we had ended the friendship & that we are never ever gonna go back to what we were before & the usual closeness was all drained down now. There is just this realization I had. I love you & despite that, I had settled to be just your friend before. But now even that friendship, the only thing we had, is gone. Maybe..maybe its better that way. Things & situations have a purpose why they happened. Maybe were really not meant to be friends at all. Some people are meant to pass by our lives & not meant to to stay. Truffles, 2013, Business Administration
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 09:25:00 +0000
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