Whenever this happens, whenever I have to lose something without my will, I cant help but feel so lost, literally so lost. I really lost something, but whats worse is damage on my emotion and trust I (had) had. Besides, I hate this feeling that I was just damn lucky without my belongings stolen, but it was (anyways) meant to happen at last. What?! I feel horribly sad and try not to think about it anymore, yet still keep rewinding my memory. What makes me so sad here is, first of all, someone got my precious gifts that I got from my family. For you (here, I try not to swear but you know what word I want to select to use) who got those things, it wont value any. You may throw away useless stuff and sell others and earn money. But those are so important to me, and theres no way I can get back that sentimental value even if I would buy the same model or brand. And here, Im more serious and this makes me so sick and sad: why should people have to steal? And why do I have to hear comfort such as Let it go. Who knows that person really needed money to feed her children? Im speechless how people here can be so good-hearted. I nod at first but cant agree with that idea. It cant be accepted to steal others money because you are desperate. Why do I have to feel insecure about what I wear, what I carry in my bag, where I walk, and what I want to buy? Why do I have to take off my cheapy earrings when I walk at certain places? Why do I have to hug my bag so tight inside public transportation as if I carry a baby? Why do I have to lock door as soon as I board on taxi? Arent these all supposed to be granted for a good citizen like all of us to have a life with good security? Being still grudged yesterday, I felt there are so much nonsense. Someone would have more explanation but, based on what I heard and learned, I refuse to understand how tong money works in some jeepney stations. Why do you have to pay protection money to protect yourself from those who will potentially harm you? Ive never heard this nonsense and seriously refuse to understand this situation. Why dont they drive and take security and protection for granted? Why do they still have to befriend with those potential harms and give money? What will be the life of those collectors like? Until when will this society keep this kind of lifestyle? So many questions and no answer. My tones become furious, but I talk to myself: I hope I will be still hopeful for everything in my life here because I love people and love this country. I really hope people will be more righteous and brave enough to keep justice. I hope good citizens wont experience unjust or unfair incident anymore. My friend said Bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people. I dont wish bad things happen to bad people. I just want this one thing - I want to live in a normal safe secured society.
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 05:47:08 +0000
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