Whew 2015 is here for a whooping 12 days already, 2014 was some year for me, sad in some ways and liberating in others yet here I am my Faith is intact I have accepted that I have a renal disease and am doing what the doctor has advised by trying to be careful with my blood sugar which will prolong any progression though being I am diabetic it will progress but keeping my blood sugar down will help ever so much. I am still being asked if I will ever marry again and all I can say is I have been divorced since 1994 with no regrets , yes I do get lonely at times and wish I had some one to cuddle with and watch scary movies, to talk about currant events be silly with or just hold hands, I have been in Love a few times the first being in kindergarten when I met my daughters Father, that love is still with me though God Rest His Soul he is not you never stop loving your first love no matter what has ever taken place. My ex husband will always have a special place in my heart, I am big enough to admit that the divorce had a great deal to do with me. I worked for a private ambulance company and worked ALOT, I was also at that time a volunteer Fire Fighter, and had drills as well as over nighters on Fridays , I drove the Church van and was also heavily involved as Vice President of our local neighborhood watch and the rest of the time I focused on my Daughter, he never fully had me and that was my mistake. There were also other issues I will not discuss other than to say no woman should feel fear from a man who ,loves her. I also do not Love easily but when I do , it is with an intensity, my whole heart goes into it. Maybe some day I will meet that special someone but it is not a high priority it just has to happen which is kind of hard when your a home body lol anyway I wish all a safe happy year. hugs Lou,
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 00:51:57 +0000
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