Whew Jesus... I just felt some people drop off of me!!! Not that these people were a burden or anything, but God showed me that I was carrying them and using them as my own personal Amen Corner! My own personal verification and validation system of what God said and spoke to me! God revealed to me that whenever He spoke something to me, Id look to my Amen Corner to see if they would approve, support, verify or confirm what God had said to me. I was in the habit of doing this to make sure I was hearing right and that I wasnt missing God. Its like, if they signed off on it, then it was God! (Yikes! Cant believe I was doing that, but now that God revealed it... GUILTY!!!) But clearly, this was evidence of my lack of faith in God and a lack of confidence in my God-given ability to operate as He created and equipped me to. I now realize, that if God chooses to pour into a particular vessel, then He has confidence in the integrity of that vessel and Hes fully convinced that the vessel can hold and handle that which He entrusts to the vessel! God knows this, but I needed to get this for myself! So God used a very intense and prolonged situation in my life to finally forced me to dismiss my Amen Corner and just trust Him and His word and the love He has for me and to believe that I am well able to handle all that He invests in me! And I agree that its time to let go of that third party in our relationship and just go all out for me and Jesus, truly trusting that He will not let my slip, fall or falter! Not that He wont use people to affirm, confirm and verify... Its just that now, Hes the one who will be initiating that process as He sees fit in my life! Amen & Amen!!! Growing Up & Getting Free! Ap. Mimi
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 16:29:56 +0000
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