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While I had the opportunity and with a heavy heart I make this post.... My entire life Ive approached situations with optimism as much as possible. Ive always believed you have use mindfulness and faith to be aware of the present, instead of living in the past or looking too far ahead. Ive been known to use humor in bad situations. Im not sure if its to lighten the mood or truly to cover my own sting and guilt. Recent health issues, a rough day yesterday and zero sleep last night definitely make a man think. The realization of my choices over time and the effects those choices have had on my personal and business relationships and now my body have filled me with regret. For the first time in my life Im wishing I could go back and change some things. The many late nights of hard living, hard partying and hard loving caused me to hurt a great deal of loved ones and friends. To anyone that may have been effected by my selfish choices in business or my personal life I truly and sincerely offer an apology, not with expectations of forgiveness but, with humility. To my oldest daughter Haley: Words cannot begin to describe the love I carry for you. They also cannot describe the pain I carry knowing that for much of your life, my choices kept us from having the relationship that you deserved. I will never forgive myself for those moments I failed although, I hope in time you may forgive the pain. Dont hold onto bitterness or grudges as I often did with my father. Dont let my decisions make you that person. You are a loving, beautiful young lady. Youre my wildflower. I learned long ago, in the North Carolina countryside that that everything happens at the moment God chooses. I also learned that God will forgive us of all our sins and to leave our baggage at the cross. After this post Im gonna have a good talk with him about the salvation. None of us are guaranteed tomorrow. If youve taken the time to read this post, thank you. I know its lengthy but, I felt it necessary.

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