While I was cleanin and dusting off my pic of my dad and I dancing at my wedding, I got caught up in my emotions as we just passed 3 months since his death, so I stopped what I was doing and went through my fishin box that i keep my memories in. The craziest thing happened, Pink Floyd (my dad and I used to listen to pink floyd together all the time when I was young) started playing on my Pandora (even though I had it set to reggae for cleaning) and than immediatly after that, Cream, Sunshine of Your Love started playin. Even though it broke me down to tears it was a reminder that he is always here with me. I Love you dad and miss you something fierce. I know im a long ways away from being back to normal but im tryin and each day is an internal struggle that I constantly have to hide away to not be a mess every second of every day. Days like this reminds me its ok to deal with it and he will be with me when I do. One day at a time. I love you Nichole Williams & Jessica Asmus Buck. He gave me amazing sisters and a crazy life, im thankful for both...wouldnt change a thing!!!
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 18:20:44 +0000
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