While still in bed my thoughts turn towards you, Jaime, my love, now and then happy, then sad again, waiting whether fate might answer us. I can only live either wholly with you or not at all. Yes I have resolved to stray about in the distance, until I can fly into your arms, and send my soul embraced by you into the realm of the Spirits. Yes, unfortunately it must be. You will compose yourself all the more since you know my faithfulness to you, never can another own my heart, never. Never. Oh, why do I have to separate from someone whom I love so much, and yet my life in Brentwood as it is now is a miserable life. Your love makes me at once most happy and most unhappy. Be patient. Only through quiet contemplation of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together. Be calm. For only by calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose of living together. Be calm. Love me today, yesterday. What yearning with tears for you. You. You my life, my everything, farewell. Oh, continue to love me. Never misjudge the most faithful heart of your Beloved. Forever thine, forever mine, forever us. (adapted from a letter by the Maestro)
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 03:59:48 +0000
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