Who knows me better then God? People do not know me not all. Not even my wife or my friends. God only knows who i am inside of my heart. What people see it is my flesh wall, maybe through my fake personality what is not real me, because i want protect my self. Only God can heal and touch and fixed my heart through the revelation of living Word. Many times that is like a wall, and i keep that to protect my self. God wants to brake that "wall" through His Word and presence and grace through forgiveness, so i could be totally free in Him. We do have so many wrong walls in our heart. Many walls are producing fear, wrong behavior, hurtful nasty feelings and often these are producing bad hurtful words. In world this is just normal behavior but it should be not normal behavior among Christians. How ever i found my self often in this thing. Oh God help me in this. Liver me out from the body of sin and have mercy for me. Maybe i have lost my peace because i am looking some detail in my wall. Many times that detail has grow so big in my mind but actually it is just so small like a little small seed ..but it has grow too big and now it is producing wrong fear and i do not have peace in heart. Here is a answer to all this: Like Paul says..thank God i am free through Jesus Christ who knows me better then any body else. God knew you before you were even born!!. Listen to me..all these things what i have say here those are just feelings and several moods in me..but these are not reality in Christ where i am right NOW!!!! . They seams to be true but they are not.!!! Just lies lies lies. You are free today free free free free because God had make you to be free in our lord Jesus Christ. That is reason we need to found our self who we in Christ and not in Adams self protection system. Lets be open to God and let Him fixed your wounds in heart what are needed to have healing touching. I needed this, we all are needed this daily. We all need updated mind with Christ today so our heart would be real happy and joyful. 28.6.2013. JB
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 07:47:19 +0000