Whwn can us good people, catch a break???? I could never understand why people mock me because of my personality nor my knowledge.....I am not going to say beauty. Because like many who think they are the cats meow I dont. I have too much to accomplish before I leave this world. Yes I am extremely sick and because I am in this HORRIBLE Florida!!!!!!!! I get no medical attention. If there is anyone who is a doctor and can maybe help me I woul;d truly aprreciate it. You see exactly two years ago I began to get fever once a month. Then it changed to every other wek. So now this is my fever attacks, it arrives late afternoon usually on a Sunday and will last exactly five, whole days. During this time I feel tremendous pain allover my body especially my legs. It almost feels likea pneumonia. I sweat a lot. I have deliriums, I sleepwalk, by the way I have Epilepsy, Also I have no appetite I normally drink gallons of water, but when the fever arrives, I just want to be left alone. Now my dr. wont write a letter so that I can stay a few days in observation at the hospaital.This is why I say this place is a..........Mafia!!!!! And it is Sodom and Gomorrah . I have gone to the emergency rooms so many times and they always send me home. Due I guess bc if discrimination and poor health insurance, I am at the point of idea how sick I truly am. The rent was increased o an unbelievable increase. This studio is not worth it!!!!!! But I have no money and to top it off I fractured the cartilage in my knee. I do not have family here . Its just me and my Mom and my Cats. But my neighbors have no idea how sick I am you see I always hide how I truly feel. I am a Cancer. We dont trust people too often. And I still manage to donate my art to children that are sicker than I am. I guess what I am trying to say is that sometimes in life you get thrown curveballs. I just received my diploma for Writing books for children. I know for a fact that my story, is so good it should be in Disney. But guess what my PC konked out. And I surely do not 400.00 lying around. Even with fever I tutor and I give evry dime to my MOm. My siblings chose love, I chose my Family..........Is it possible that I could have Hodgkins Disease????? I am no Doctor, but I do know that if I am having fever every single week there has to be an infection somewhere. But where???? I want to rest in peace back home in Jeresey not here. I made a HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE mistake coming out here!!!!!!!!! People yesterday will never come back, but tomorrow will arrive. If there is a tomorrow.......:;
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:19:37 +0000
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