Why am I destined to be alone? Whats wrong with me? Ahhh, Nena... An excerpt from my book: We finally made love and it was deliciious! “Bobby, wake up,” I said the next morning. “I have to shower here and get to work.” “Hmmm… ok,” he said, sleepily. “Come on, baby, I have to shower in your shower room.” “What?” Bobby came wide awake. “Now, come on.” “He pulled his pants on and followed me to the show stall. The Air Force knew how to take care of their people. I turned the water on in the single shower, scrubbed quickly, and washed my hair while Bobby stood outside the shower stall. He didn’t want anyone to walk in on me. This was a men’s dormitory and I shouldn’t be showering here anyway. I felt his hand reach in and squeeze my butt. “Stop,” I said. “Baby, wish I could join you.” “You can’t. You have to make sure no one comes in.” “Yeah, I know,” he moaned. I smiled to myself. I quickly dressed, kissed his lips, and drove to work. Bobby and I were inseparable for four months. Then he got his orders to go to an air force base in Arkansas. Again, my lover moved on. We hugged and held hands at the airport. “You shouldn’t have come here, baby,” he whispered to me. “I miss you already and this is hard.” “I miss you too already, Bobby,” I said. He pulled me close as we sat silently, holding each other. It was time for him to board his flight back to the states. I wasn’t going to cry. And I didn’t, until I returned home, alone. Why did this always happen? Why did I always come back alone? When will I finally find what I need? Life went on. Bobby wrote but after awhile the letters stopped.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 16:22:52 +0000
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