Why do we spend so much time transferring blame? In my adolescent years I never wanted to take responsibility for any of my own actions, it was always so much easier to blame someone else for how things were going. The way we behave as a child in our early teens can even follow us throughout our lives. So, it was natural I would become an expert in showing how others made mistakes. Hmmm, as Dr. Phil says, How was that working for you Kev? It didnt work too well doc. One of the hardest things we can do is to focus the spectrum of every problem and the fault on our own issues and begin to see our world through a different lens. When I was so busy just trying to please everyone, I didnt ever want to stop and try to fix me or even get help. When someone acted a way or were wrong, it was the easiest thing in the world to point the finger. Almost like the pharisees, I lived a life of false pretenses for a season that was going chronic on me. And I also saw some people being false martyrs, which made me sick. You know what I mean... self imposed cowards who blame everyone for everything or go into the victim mode that just wears me out. Yep, there was no honor in this self inflicted chumping either, only a false misdirection about wanting us to feel sorry for the people who robbed them, when in reality they may have been robbing themselves with their own grief and shame which was wrong. Yes, you can even also falsely take all the blame too and I have done my fair share of this side of the problem as well. So the question is...where is the balance? How do you find the reality when the misdirection seems to be so much a part of us? I can tell you we have to own our problems and face them square in the face. Sometimes the trials come and we are caught unawares of how our own behaviors have impacted others. Sometimes, other peoples faults drive a wedge and there is nothing we can do, other than how we react. Sometimes we want to lash out and react with hostile actions and it even makes sense to us. Sometimes life just sucks eggs and there are no two ways about it. We cant always blame the world and expect different results when things are not going right. However, there are times when you are going to go through real mire and there is nothing you can do about the situation because it is not your fault. We cant blame ourselves totally like false martyrs when in reality there is no truth in this either. So where is the answer? In the arena of the Olympians stands a champion who runs a race against all others and he is crowned a victor because he earned the win and a wreath was placed on his head at the games because he has not been chosen, but has earned the title of the best of the best. The champion would rise above the others because of his discipline, his fortitude and his inherent God given talent which he could not blame or take credit for in the end. I sure wish life was this simple, but its just not. One of my greatest faults during seasons of my life has been the blame game I perfected in my teens. Come on, each of us have played this one. Its the oldest lie there is and if we say, If Eve hadnt taken this apple, we wouldnt be in this mess. Wrong. It wasnt just a womans fault and its not about a prejudice, its about something bigger, our own humanity. We all agree that All have sinned but we sure dont like to talk about our sin. Perhaps one of the greatest blame game happens in divorce and then again, sometimes it is self imposed as partners do things that are 100% wrong too. Its a sensitive subject because so many people have gone through it, nobody really wants to shine a light on it and its always somebody elses fault. Yes there are two people involved in every relationship and there are two people who have a unique story, but their issues are never the same. Nope, in fact the issues can be completely different but both carry something to the negotiating table, their lives, their experiences, their sin nature and their own faults. In speaking with many people about this issue, I have come to the very real and difficult conclusion the failure of a dissolved relationship is a massive strike. Its true, its nothing less than an emotional nuclear bomb in the family destroying everything in its wake. It is a conflict which implodes and explodes trust at every level with everyone involved and even those on the parameters. The devastation is so vast, childrens lives are never the same. Church family members you once believed were friends, turn on you. Pastors and leadership are just paralyzed to how to deal with the issues and congregations are filled with a mixture of emotions of which many are falsely fed by horrible rumors. Failures arent very much fun are they? The black mark carried by the victims or the spoils are equal in their over all impact. Emotionally, the assassination of character and the pain which is part of the rest of your life is huge and some never recover. This is why I am against divorce so passionately, just like cigarette smoking. Both are cancerous, smell and taste horrific and do one thing, kill everything in the wake. If you smoke, just stop. Do whatever you can, but stop killing yourself every day. (Ok that is another subject like overeating.) Death is sudden no matter when it happens, but the loss of love is a real danger polarizing and freezing in time, bitterness, anger, frustration and yes, depression. It makes me sad to hear stories of people I love who have gone through this. I have tried to be friends with both sides and have been hugely disappointed when I see people taking a side instead of loving both sides of the coin too. When I went through my divorce, I falsely in pride probably tried to own all the issues and didnt care what people thought. In my own state of mind, my heart was so very hard, angry, cold and displaced I wanted to transfer all the blame to someone else from within and outwardly, be a coward and false victim martyr saying, It was me. Both were lies and they were seeded in pride. Becoming broken was Gods way of showing me that unless I truly forgave and began to see His love and mercy, my life would never change. So it wasnt until I totally understood what it meant to lose, life would remain frozen in a dark place with no hope. Being broken caused me to lose everything and I would have told you that was not possible, but it was. Here is what I lost. The confidence of my parents convictions. The belief my sons had in their father. The trust the people of God had in my leadership and the faith things could really be better. Do you see why I am against divorce? There are a myriad of losses which is exacerbated by the multitude of sins associated. So I had to go back and ask forgiveness, to everyone. I had to own my own real situation. So I did to the best of my abilities. It was not a group of false heroic statements, but finding my own peace after a year of counseling and investing in my own damaged spiritual condition. This breaking of the will, the surrender to a Savior and the pain was excruciating beyond measure. The consequences will stay with me for the rest of my life. Here is the good news. God loved me in spite of where I was. He allowed me to see through a long process of counseling/healing, my life was not over, but I had a ton of work to do. He gave me a hope and a future, period. Through studying and reading the scripture, I learned to take even more responsibility for my own actions. I stopped being so inwardly judgmental and even privately judgmental toward others. He used my pain and the emotional terror in my heart as I learned to transfer trust to Him and not my own abilities. He taught me what it was to be alone and He used my tears to show me HE WAS FIRST AND SHOULD HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FIRST. If you can learn this lesson when you are in a relationship that is going wrong, you can still save it. Its not too late if you fall to your knees and have a willing partner to work with you. I was not a willing partner so I do very much understand the challenge. You have to die to self, you have to admit your own faults, you have to confess it to your partner and you have to be willing to not transfer blame. You dont have to falsely state the truth, just learn to live in the truth. The unforgivable sin is one thing and one thing only and here it is. When you dont recognize that Jesus Christ came to the earth and died on a cruel cross for you and three days later rose from the dead. The problem with religion is that it is a belief. Its not just about belief you guys! The Bible says the demons believe and tremble. Its about when you dont accept Christ in to your heart. Yes, this is a prejudiced statement which I believe is 100% completely accurate. I am staking all my faith on this truth, all of it. So learn every single day to own our own faults. We learn every single day God will not waste our pain. We learn through it all, God has a wonderful future for you, no matter where you are because He is a God of second chances. It doesnt matter if people judge you or if they want to cast all kinds of wrongful, hurtful rumors about you. Dont worry about those people. Dont worry about the people who walk away from your life or no longer have love, but disdain in their hearts. They are vexations to the spirit so be free from them with gladness. There will always be greater and lesser people than yourself so dont compare yourself to others, but live in a freedom of truth and own your own faults and confess them to a God who loves you. It doesnt meant you are faultless, but you will want to be at fault way less than before. All of us have experienced grave loss and many of us have known great gain too. We can make it through the crisis and we can rise above the unreachable goal. Are you willing to make it a quest to be a better man or woman with your whole life? Are you willing to say, I am sorry God for the way I have wandered or made my mistakes and I am wanting to go a new way of life, more toward you than every before? THIS IS THE ANSWER! Go start reading JESUS CALLING every morning. Believe with your whole heart and know you can have a better life. Pray for your partner to be transformed. Pray for yourself to be real and remember to confess your sins because He is faithful to forgive us and make us incredibly clean. You can smile again. There is hope. In the new year of 2015, celebrate life and find a local group of people who gather together, maybe in a house or in a small group and yes, even in a church. You will find a host of people just like you, who are all hurting. In the end, just realize how important life can be with God, verses without Him. Dont worry about others so much, because they havent got it all figured out either, just like I sure dont. The older I get, the less I know about life, but the more I do know of my need for Him. If you took time to read this long post, I am blaming you...(Do you see me smiling yet?) Have an awesome day and remember, you are deeply loved, I mean it.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 12:53:27 +0000
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015