Why is it when you think things are starting to go good for you and you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and the there is a cave in and you no longer see the light. It gets so dark the positive things you cant see any more, just like being in the tunnel and you cant even see your own hand in front of your face. Makes you want to give up on things and just accept life as the status quo. The future, the plans and ideas you may have to improve your self and your life but all doors seem to close in your face. Dreams and hopes are all but gone. The future is not bright as I have closed many doors in my future early in life. No one to share my life with as I closed those doors aswell. I am just living the past without the hope any more to be all I hope to be. No future in a job any more,just the same Ole thing every day as doors have closed. Had many miracles in my life to make me better and continue in life, but I was to hard headed to take the advantage of what God provided. Now I sit and realize one precious gift I have in my life is my family. Some have gone on to Heaven but many are still here. Thank you God for them. I miss the ones that are no longer here on earth, but so thankful for all that are still here. I may not have always been the good brother, son, grandson, uncle, cousin or nephew. But I am thankful for my family. All of them. Merry Christmas All Of You.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 06:52:05 +0000
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