Will there ever come a time when I can send my kids to school, step outside my front door, go to the store, go to social events that mean something to me (RARELY), spend time with my friends and is going to do what he chooses to do. You need to stay our of Rensselaer County I guess doesnt mean anything to someone who has complete lack of respect for authority, the law and doesnt care. Last I knew Castleton/East Greenbush were Rensselaer County. The ink wasnt dry on the plea (hung jury and the threat of putting 2 children on the stand was too much for any mother to bear, espeically when the law would require the child to sit across from the perpatrator in the courtroom! & the perpatrator has a right to a defense and allows a private investigator to locate the party in a confidential lcoation seemed to be an inadvertant legal threat if she goes to trial again I will subject the children to a situation that will reverse all of our work in therapy and scare them, I will legally locate her so yes, I agreed to a plea)! The travel from Saratoga County to Rensselaer County was already on its way. I used to feel sadness for what I believe to be a victim but this is now an enabler. Especially bringing someone to the very place where there were 2 children (one still in therapy) and have vivid nightmares for the actions of this person. I have come to terms with what happened to me and if a person chooses to believe fiction over fact because they want to that is fine. When it comes to 2 innocent children that is different. Why continue to allow youself to enable a link to a dangerous sitauation, be treated the way you do, have been abused yourself so must realize the truth of the matter and at the very least have witnessed the escalating danger during drinking and drug use epiosodes. The opportunity was given to be the changed man and the level of control will never dissapate. I am going to stand strong, protect my children and will not allow anyone to intimidate me. Maybe everyone is right and if I were to go public with my story it would change the way the system handles things. I have reamined silent to protect my older children and not allow people to see me as a victim but Im not! I will fight for victims, I will fight for those we have lost and I will fight for surivors. My goal: Anyone who has an order of protection MUST wear an ankle bracelet at ALL times as long as that order of protection is in place. Someday it will happen and it will save lives. My second: That children receive therapy immediately to end this cycle! I understand some of you may have seen or are aware of the reality but I am gong to share 2 photos what I believe say No she will never give up and I am stronger and wont allow the control! Im pretty sure the Before and After says I will not ever give up!
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 14:50:52 +0000
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